Friend of God

So I have a break from PowerPoint for the next two weeks. Then I have one week where I have to do it, and then I have another week off. That last week is the camping trip. I'm thinking that I'm going to try to get that inbetween week off too, somehow. I really need the chunk of time before we start in with Alt every week again.
Dave talked about having a vision in your ministry today. I really need that. I do need the time off, but really need vision more. The work isn't too bad, not too much work lately, not really any new songs and I haven't had to make many slides. I just know that I can't go into another year of work without having an attitute change. There is nothing in me that wants to stop doing PowerPoint, I just know that if I don't start the year excited and refreshed I'm not going to make it through the year.
I guess I need vision in other aspects of my life too. I need to find a full time job that I am actually excited about doing. That job I applied for a couple of weeks ago sounds exciting, and even though I'm leaving it in God's hands, I'm scared that if I don't get this job, I still won't know what I want to do and won't have any direction.
I really need peace and joy from God of where my life is going.